There’s writing a sad song about the feelings of despair and hopelessness in your life, then there’s writing a song so sad that it is scientifically noted as the most melancholic track ever produced—Kurt Cobain did the latter.
Beyond being the leader of a new musical movement as Nirvana helped herald in the grunge moment, Cobain quickly proved his mettle as a true poet of sadness. Across the band’s discography, two feelings prevail. Frustration is a key one as the heavier rock songs rage at the changing modern world around them. But overwhelmingly, it’s sadness that leads the way for the group as even in their biggest hits like ‘Smells Like Teen Spirit’, Cobain can’t resist a moment of self-deprecating musing, singing, “I’m worse at what I do best” or simply, “I feel stupid and contagious”.
When questioning what the band’s saddest song is, there is really only one answer. It’s a unanimous one, even a scientific one, as ‘Something in the Way’ was genuinely ranked as the most melancholic track in history when a bunch of scientists and music theorists got listeners to test out some of the world’s most devastating pieces of music.
Overwhelmingly, the 1991 track came out on top as the song not only sings of sadness, but researchers found that the structure and sound of the song was built to prompt sadness too, with minor chords and slow, repeating melodies.
It’s no wonder. Of all the band’s songs, this one seems to capture Cobain’s depression most viscerally as he returns to a time in his life when he felt nothing but hopelessness. Singing of life “underneath the bridge”, the singer claimed this track was about a period of terrifying homelessness after being kicked out of his house. From that damp and gloomy place, the track finds its setting for a song packed with imagery that is at once both vague and utterly dark and devastating.
Mostly, though, it hinges on a simple, central and repeating line as Cobain moans, “something in the way”, and then vocalises what feels like a groan as if words fail to capture the heaviness of it all. The phrase is so basic, realistically, but it says it all. When trying to articulate the feeling of hopelessness and being unsure how to make things lighter or brighter, “something in the way” perfectly captures the mental blockade that is depression.
The performance, too, is sorrowful. Producer Butch Vig said, in the studio, that Cobain would only sing this song softly. He’d barely sing it above a whisper, as if the emotions were too heavy to try and properly perform it. So the vocal on the track is that meek and a sad little whisper from the singer, only turned all the way up by the producer at the desk.
The song’s sadness came across even sharper in November 1993 when the band performed an emotional, acoustic rendition during their MTV Unplugged session. Only a few months before the singer would tragically take his own life, the performance feels more poignant than ever when listening back in hindsight of the place the singer was in, with the decor of lilies and muted lights making for an evocative and stirring rendition.